I see a bottle (ahem glass) of wine that has my name on it. Lets be honest, its not milk and cookies 100% of the time, and today was definitely not a milk and cookie kind of day. I struggled to keep Logan happy and in a good mood all day long. He had two naps that only lasted 15 minutes and then I put him down for his late afternoon nap and oh my word. I have never heard him scream that loudly ever. He never does that. I was trying to pump and was watching his cries, frustration, and screams escalate on the baby monitor. Keep in mind, Trey is trying to sleep since the day time is his "night time." I had to yank the pump plug and go get that poor baby. He couldn't even catch his breath and he was shaking he was so upset. I felt awful. I know babies cry and get upset but he has never done it to that extreme and it was scary and heart wrenching. He wouldn't even go in his swing if that tells you how upset he was! Trey woke up and had to hold him while I finished pumping. He didn't take another nap which made the rest of the day even worse. I think this has been my toughest day yet. I was going to cook dinner but once he went to sleep and I got in the kitchen I was so drained mentally, physically, and emotionally I couldn't even think where to begin. Luckily these days are so few and far between I don't remember the last one I had, but when they happen it hits you like a bus. God bless my husband, he suggested ordering take-out which was just what I needed.
This face is one of the only non fussy face all day. So, raise your glass, lets toast to tomorrow - may it be a milk and cookie kind of day. Lord knows I need it :)
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